Psyched!

I am so psyched! Happy indeed. Despite the setback of last week, I have risen from the ashes. People are going to either believe me or believe the old community I was involved in. I think that my interview opportunity has opened me up to an excellent new resource. What I have intended: Teaching the Wisdom of the Dead. I was not doing the interview about Demons. The Dead are what I am devoted to. I no longer will keep the religious title of Demonolator. If I have to choose a religion to call myself, I just say Pagan. It's true.

My book is going to be awesome. I have work to do, but it is a labor of love. I am happy to be putting this book together (with all of the copyright issues fixed) and I hope it will inspire whoever reads it.

I have wanted my own domain for a long time and finally found a good deal and my friend, Alex, to help me figure it out. :)

I will do a symbolic burial of my old identity. It will be powerful. I will need to go to the boneyard for this ritual.

Rid of Me

Polly Jean Harvey - Rid of Me
A descriptive song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBtM0g-yZRU

Back into the shadows...

I am retreating back into the shadows. Seems like any time I do anything online, some tiny little cry from a tiny little community that doesn't matter, tries to stop me.

I never said I was an expert in Demonolatry. I just do what works and what is important is that what I do DOES work. Maybe some people are jealous? Or just downright petty. I don't care what anyone thinks. People just try to get to me, try to make me shut up and go away. That's not gonna happen forever.

I'm retreating right now. I just need to regroup and cut out the shit that doesn't work. And that has to do with the 'community.' Coming back to Demonolatry was just another fuck up in my life. I should have known that people like that don't change over the years. Just as ignorant as they ever were.

There are going to be some blog changes. I will keep the title and the basics the same, but I'm no longer posting about Demons or Demonolatry. That part of my life is going to be kept quiet. I don't need any more bullshit from people online who really don't matter at all. It's like 'oh wow, i am a part of this group and we do cooler shit than you do' blah blah blah.

My book

I am leaving all Demons and Demonolatry out of my book. I know I said otherwise, but now there is no reason to include it. Especially if I'm just going to get bitched at. I don't want drama either.

Dear Haters

Dear haters,

I guess no one has the balls to talk to me about a problem you have with me, so you take it to S. Connolly. She doesn't need to hear all of the bollocks. Step up and talk to ME. My email address is disirdevi@hotmail.com.

Apparently I did bad in my interview. I wasn't enthusiastic enough, I messed up on the Latin and Greek meaning of "demon." I asked for respect from the Demonolatry community just because it is COURTEOUS  not because I want something from them. I respect people I don't know - that is another point, NONE OF YOU KNOW ME. Yes, I am shy in interviews. Yes, I screw up. No I did not mean to start any shit. The interviewer put me on the spot and I'm not good at explaining things all of the time. I was NOT there to talk about Demons. He brought it up. I wanted to talk of the Dead, not Demonolatry. By speaking about Demonolatry, I am not representing NOR SPEAKING FOR anyone except for myself.  If you think I'm an idiot, say it to my face, don't bring other people into it. Gimme a fucking break people.

Sorry if I disrespected Luciferians. I really don't want to know about that facet of Satanism and I don't care about it. Candelo brought it up, I got stymied.

So I'm not good at speaking about Demonolatry, but clearly, I am very good at practicing it. That's all I care about. My practice, no one elses. If you don't like my writing, DON'T READ IT. If you don't want to hear me talk about things, DON'T LISTEN. Pure and simple.

I will always be on the outside of things. I don't want to be in your inner circle anymore. I think a lot of Demonolators (or any kind of elitist Satanists) out there don't do a thing but bitch about what I'm doing or what I might have said. You people clearly don't have anything to do but bitch and complain to Stephanie. Leave her alone. I don't care about "secrets." I don't want to be in any groups anymore. I'm fine on my own. I did want to bury the hatchet but clearly, you all are haters and non-forgiving people. How much time do you waste on talking about me? Really - get a fucking life!

LOTS of people listened and said they liked my interview. So a few stupid and petty Demonolators/Luciferians/Satanists didn't like it. Too bad. Poor babies. Go whine someplace else - or take it up with ME.

The End.

Thank you & stuff

Just wanted to let all of you readers know that I appreciate each and every one of you. :) Also, thanks for listening to the interview, I hope you all liked it. I thought I was sounding like an idiot at times, lol. My long pauses and my overuse of the word UM. This was my first ever interview on the occult. And on radio.

Updates about my book: I am working on the grimiore, the rest of the books are integrated together. I have a mixture of rituals in this book so far. The rituals won't be in a specific order but they're good ones, IMO. I have anything from consecrating a Death altar, opening/closing the veil, ritual meditation,  a very strong change ritual, prayers for the ancestors, graveyard procedures (how to be safe, especially for mediums like myself), establishing contact with the Dead, house cleansing, how to help the Dead move to the next life, the Dumb Supper, Sigils for the Dead and Death Daemons, rituals to the Death Demons, how to supplicate the Dead, Holy Day rituals, La Santa Muerte, Hecaté and other Death entities...that's just the beginning. I'll also have some sorcery in the book.  The sorcery will be rather simple, but none of this material is meant for a complete beginner. Read the book first, then decide whether you can do the rituals or not. You must be ready. Death is change - and it will change you in many ways.

I may add some pictures in the book as well. They'll be black and white.

I have a deadline for Samhain (Rite to Eurynomous, Ba'alberith and Babeal). Hopefully I will get it released by Lulu. I should not have any copyright issues this time.

Hope you all have a wonderful day! Thanks for reading! If you have questions, don't hesitate to email me at disirdevi@hotmail.com.

6/26/12

Today was the fifth day of my novena to Santa Muerte. Things are going exceptionally with her. But people might want to ask why I work with a Hispanic cult saint....because she is an embodiment of death is one reason. I like her energy, she has helped me with my relationship to my husband and I also prayed to her to get a procedure that I need that wasn't going to get accepted by my doctor. A second opinion basically. Now I have that ball rolling finally and hope that my procedure goes well. It's not scheduled yet but will be soon.

I am very pleased to see that I am getting more blog readers. I appreciate every one of you out there. :)

For those who want my book, there is going to be a wait because it's not finished yet. I mentioned on the radio show that I need to do extensive ritual work. The ritual work will be challenging because I am doing some things I've never done before and I need to test them out, see how they work and then if it has good results, I can publish it. I care about my safety and my readers safety.

The interview..

I felt like I was getting a job interview and I have not worked for about a decade now. I'm a shy bugger. So if I didn't answer your questions correctly or if I said something wrong, let me know. I hope it was enlightening and entertaining. Comments?

6/25/12

Fourth day of La Santa Muerte's novena. Very powerful energy I am working with. I did know how great she is, but now I have some proof for myself. :) I have an appointment later in the afternoon and I hope it goes successfully. My divination says good things, but I don't feel like I'm objective enough...anyway... I am great at divination for other people, not for myself so much. I was basically 'told' that I did not need to use any form of magic to win over the person I'm seeing. No commanding/compelling. So I guess it's up to the universe. I'm more nervous of that appointment than speaking on the radio! LOL.

Reminder

Radio show

I will be on Palo radio, talking about the books I have written about Necrosophic practice.

Tomorrow - June 25, 2012 at 5-7 PM PST.

 917-889-7526 - Call into the show!

www.kimbisa.org

Excited

Hello blog readers,

I'm pretty excited about doing the interview. I hope it turns out well, sometimes I get a little bit shy. I'm not too bad on the phone though. :)

Continued my novena, three days down, six to go. :) I think I have to get another glass encased candle. My trip to the boneyard yesterday buoyed my spirit. I got some Flor De Cementerio. It's good to go when there are nearby holidays. Some cremains were also dumped on top of some grave stones, but I didn't grab any because I wasn't prepared. Besides, I have no clue whose ashes they were. LOL. The energy in there was amazing, very charged. It changes seasonally. Summer time in the boneyard is an opportune time to gather dirt, if it's not raining. The weather here has been pretty wet so I haven't been able to gather any dirt yet.

Wish me good luck tomorrow! I need it.

6/23/12

I just have to say that working with "Lady Death," as she prefers to be called, is amazing. Her energy is so strong and it just stays! I have a feeling she is going to stick with me. But she does not want to work at the same time as the Death Daemons. Which I completely understand. Am I converting to Catholicism? No. I'm working with her on a different level, as the Aztec goddess of Death, but with the traditional Catholic novena. I have much to see, much more to learn. I don't recommend working with Lady Death unless you're ready for some changes to happen. Every time one works with Death, there are always changes, sometimes drastic ones for the good and the bad.

Blessings of Lady Death to all of you. :)

Large presence

I am experiencing a large presence in my life today. I started the novena and now La Santa Muerte is making herself known. Hope things go well around here. She is supposed to help marital relationships. Everyone needs some help. This is a very positive influence. She is definitely not for non-dedicated people. Often, working with her, interesting things happen. I'm excited to be getting some La Santa Muerte items. I can't find my old necklace of her. Damn.

Ritual 6/22/12

Interesting ritual I had today. I'll describe it a little bit, I tend not to talk about really personal rituals. I cleaned and decorated my usual altar, having cleaned my Death altar yesterday. I sat and felt the vibrations. I did not make a circle this time. I did not feel that I needed one. I am now working with THD (The Holy Death), or La Santa Muerte. I have never been one to experiment in this area because it seems a bit Catholic. LOL. Just a bit. I started a novena. Traditional novena for THD. I ordered a novena for THD, a pendant, and a statue. I was just thinking of getting a regular grim reaper. Well, THD had a problem with this, I felt. So that I know this is her time and her place. She is particular where she goes. But her grace follows you after the saying the novena.

I tend not to get into Christian prayers, but I want results so I will do it as traditionally as possible. La Santa Murte you are awesome.

Where to begin...

I think this book will end up taking awhile to finish. I have a lot of ritual work to do before I can release it. It is meant to be not only a practical book, but also a grimiore. I think a lot of the new material is going to be based on ritual experience. I need to do some boneyard work. My boneyard is probably twenty miles out of town. It's old, well kept, and swimming with spirits. If there was a bus, I'd go there but it's in the country, outside of Eugene. It's along HWY 126 W. I can, of course, do lots of ritual at home that will work just fine, there are moments that I must actually go to the resting places. The ancestor veneration is also important, because a lot of times it is a family member that watches over you and helps you.. Not all ancestors will do this though. I suggest working within your spiritual framework instead of just jumping into working with the Dead. An ancestor space is recommended. Just a small space where you honor your relatives. I will have ancestor prayers and altar set up in the book along with other prayers.

I hope that you all realize I'm not a robot so this book will take awhile. I have the majority of it written, but I have to do ritual with some other Death entities as I mentioned in my last post. La Santa Muerte is going to be one of the first experiments.

Keep up with my blog as I will be writing more and more. :)

Necrosophy

The bare basic meaning for Necrosophy is: Necro - Death, Sophy - Teaching wisdom. So basically, the Dead can teach us wisdom. The wisdom of the dead is cultivated by working hands on with them, not just calling upon them for divination. I am speaking of REAL work with the Dead, not sitting in an armchair sipping tea. It requires attention - invocation of the Death Energy and/or beings, some physical presence in the resting places (graveyards) as well. I am not being a silly morbid person. Graveyards are for attunement, and the collection of enchanted items like flowers and dirt. Also, graveyards are the place to pick up a muerto (Dead). Some people don't believe that people linger in graveyards but when you are practicing Necrosophy, the Dead are attracted to you because you seek their wisdom. A part of Necrosophy is also venerating ancestors. They are your family and they likely care for you. You can pray to the Dead just like you can pray to God or a Daemon.

This is just a short entry, attempting to describe Necrosophy. The subject is beginning to break through more and more to me. I know I do not carry all of the wisdom that there is, but I am opening myself up to the wisdom of the Dead and like attracts like, right? This book is also going to cover work with Daemons, Hecaté, and Santa Muerte. Lots of ritual work to do.

News

Hello blog readers.

My books have been taken offline for the moment, due to a mistake I made with copyright infringement. I had no idea that I had anything copy written. So....the two books, "Memento Mori: A Practical Guide For Working With The Dead," and "Communing With The Dead," are going to be combined and new material is going to be added. It will be an all-in-one Necrosophic manual.

On this dreary day

Hello blog readers. I come to you on this dreary Oregon day to talk a bit more about my project.

I really don't like talking about my work in advance, but I'm getting excited with new ideas. No idea where these are taking me. This work will be very unique, containing never published information that I have come across in my path - all personal work, nothing stolen from other sources. The sigils that I will be using are all coming from another source, not anything on the internet or in books. The part that talks of "Infernal Necromantic Practice" will be particularly interesting for those who work with Daemons and the Dead. I really don't use the term necromancy, if you haven't noticed...It's not just divination.

I haven't even come up with a title, and that is usually the first thing I do. LOL. This project could take me a year but I hope it will be worth it.

Some things it will include:

Necromantic Dedication
Rituals
Recipes (duh)
A special Hecaté section
Sorcery

Simple Cleansing Bath or Altar Wash

Mix together -

Three tablespoons of Sea Salt
1 medium sized lump or 1 tablespoon of Alum
Tablespoon Rose Water
Tablespoon Holy Water
Water (at least 8 oz)

Optional - Lemongrass oil

This will keep the negativity off of you and makes an excellent altar cleanser. I hope you all wash your altars! :)

New Project

Some time ago, I mentioned that I have a project cooking. It's still in it's infancy, but I have an idea of what it's going to be. I did not want to introduce it to the internet, but it is something I am pretty excited about. I am doing research for it, which will require some time. The completion of this project does not have a deadline, rather it is hanging around in my mind collecting dust. So I have to get to work on it when I am back from my vacation.

The new project has something to do with Necromantic practice. It will be a Necromantic ritual book of sorts, with some sorcery in it as well. There will be "Infernal Necromantic" practice as well because I am practicing Daemonolatry as a religion again. IF this book turns out to be up to my standards in text and in length, I will put out a hardcover version as well. All depends on how everything goes. I hope nothing stops me from this project. I have been going over this idea since I wrote Memento Mori. My aim is not to make money, it is to create something for advanced magicians, but that is simple to understand and practice without a lot of fancy frills - the only thing is that the methods I produce will be recommended to follow as closely as possible. It isn't my responsibility if people use this text and have unsavory results. If you do what the ritual entails, you *should* be safe. I say should because you never know what is going to happen.

There is no title right now. It's all upstairs in my brain. :)

Working

I have been trying to write a bio for the radio show. It is difficult to know what to put in and what to keep out. LOL. I suppose my early preoccupation with everything related to Death is something...my near death experience, the spirits visiting me when I was young, being a medium...also need to mention what I have practiced spiritually, what kind of magic I have used, how I was taught (mostly self-taught), my herbalism/rootwork, experiences with the Death Demons and so forth. When I go to write about myself, my mind goes blank. I want the bio to look good, sound good without being boastful. I have some time to work on this, thank Demons. :)

In Defense of Hoodoo

Hoodoo is a classic form of magic. It comes from Africa. And other places such as Cuba. The slaves had to keep this magic on the down low. Hoodoo is not simple magic, it may not be 'ceremonial' but it works. Rootworkers use plants that are available along with other Earthy ingredients. Some may think Hoodoo is"jungle magic" and since it is not ceremonial, it must not work, some people say. If you say that it is 'jungle magic' I consider this as a racial slur. Hoodoo is not kitchen witchery. I consider Hoodoo as powerful, or even more so, than other magical traditions. All of this is IMO.

If you get the correct items, you can make a fetish easily. Calling on spirits helps you carry out your magical goal. Hoodoo is not a religion, however. Seems like people misunderstand how Hoodoo works. It can be utilized for any type of magic out there. Anyone can use it, but it doesn't work for everyone.

A friend made me think of this topic.